urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die mike mike 2006-04-01T15:04:31Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:16096 2006-04-01T15:03:50Z 2006-04-01T15:04:31Z so i woke up in my bed, not knowing how i got in there. my trash can full of vomit, my cell phone full of drunken phone calls that i dont remember placing, my fan that i dont remember turning on and a killer headache, oh god what a friday night. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:15826 2005-12-18T19:33:13Z 2005-12-18T19:33:13Z i fucked raged. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:15401 2005-12-12T19:34:36Z 2005-12-12T19:34:36Z salvation is a broken cistern in a handmade frame. <br />I cut the sheets into a flag, paint it red, <br />self-pity hangs over the doorway in. <br />From seven times seventy scraping knees, <br />blood lets, deficiencies, these are the layers of bandages, <br />protection from the sting.<br /><br />In this great lacking,<br />I've. found. a way. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:15173 2005-11-29T08:20:41Z 2005-11-29T08:21:45Z bye sammy, you were a really good dog and a good friend. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:14990 2005-10-06T01:29:22Z 2005-10-06T01:29:22Z i know writing in my live journal about actual problems is really fucking lame and cliche, but i feel like writing this down. no one reads it anyway. i forgot for a moment why i stopped hanging out with people, but thanks for reminding me. i cant trust anyone. every single person has let me down or i push them away from me. i have such rage built up inside of me. i pretty much hate everyone i come into contact with. i pretty much hate myself. being depressed is kinda crazy, i see the world through a diffrent view and i dont see a way out of it. im sick of failure. i dont want to let you down. sometimes i dont understand what the point of living is for.<br /><br />if anyone reads this stupid shit ill probably get ripped on for it. but i dont fucking care, it will just show why i hate you in the first place. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:14599 2005-09-10T19:27:42Z 2005-09-10T19:27:42Z ha haa holocaust: "we thought he had a broken nose, but really he had a broken heart"<br />ha haa holocaust: r.i.p. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:14526 2005-09-02T13:44:46Z 2005-09-03T23:25:01Z haha!!!<br /><br />people are shitty.<br />myspace and livejournal is shitty.<br /><br /><br /><br />peace bitch! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:14125 2005-08-23T08:50:21Z 2005-08-23T08:50:21Z best livejournal entry ever!<br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/every_catharsis/22951.html">http://www.livejournal.com/users/every_catharsis/22951.html</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:13914 2005-08-22T07:00:06Z 2005-08-22T07:00:06Z <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/every_catharsis/25493.html">http://www.livejournal.com/users/every_catharsis/25493.html</a><br /><br /><br /><br />lolacaust! (thanks thomas). urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:13278 2005-05-11T07:59:57Z 2005-05-11T07:59:57Z when it rains it pours. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:12921 2005-05-06T09:24:34Z 2005-05-06T09:24:34Z everyone should go to the show tonight (friday the 6th) at skrappys.<br />it just might be my last show with sleeping through sirens. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:12739 2005-04-18T09:50:29Z 2005-04-18T09:50:29Z gym class heros - cupid's chokehold dear livejournal,<br /><br />today at work, on my break i saw a commercial for the show "judging amy" and it said "amy's daughter is hanging out with the wrong crowd" and it cut back to her and the daughter was smoking a cigarette and then the mom yelled at her "are you part of some gang called the streight edge?". man tv is awesome.<br /><br /><br />my band records in two weeks, livejournal i'm pretty scared about how my vocals will turn out. im pretty positive it will be solid and if it sucks you would tell me right livejournal? we play on the 6th of may and we'll be handing out demos hopefully and we just found out we play Las Vegas in june which will be fun. i plan on being really drunk.<br /><br /><br />ps: BBQ's rule and so do sluts.<br /><br /><br />pps: myspace is gay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:12429 2005-03-25T01:24:01Z 2005-03-25T01:24:01Z In my car...five days and counting, here you are<br />The phone rings, what more could you say<br />I know you won't ever admit that you fell for him,<br />He never loved you back.<br />Isn't it wonderful,<br />So predictable,<br />I told you so...<br /><br />Stay awake,<br />I'm here now don't say sorry.<br /><br />Not picking up because he knows your calling,<br />He's holding back because he knows your falling.<br />Your night and day and that's why he's stalling,<br />But one day (one day), he'll be sorry.<br /><br />I hope that you never relive that,<br />Something tells me drama always gives you a hand.<br />It's just a matter of passing time,<br />After time, after time.<br /><br />Stay awake tonight,<br />Forget about your last goodbyes and you'll be sorries.<br />Stay awake tonight,<br />Forget about your last goodbyes now don't say sorry. (say sorry)<br /><br />Stay awake,<br />I'm here now don't say sorry.<br />Stay awake,<br />I'm here, why don't you tell me is it worth it,<br />To close your eyes and live a dream.<br />Tell me was it perfect,<br />Was it really everything, you never thought someone could be?<br /><br />Stay awake tonight,<br />Forget about your last goodbyes and you'll be sorries.<br />Stay awake,<br />I'm here now don't say sorry.<br />Stay awake,<br />I'm here why dont you stay awake tonight?<br />Try to forget about your last goodbyes and you'll be sorries. <br />Stay awake tonight,<br />Try to forget abour your last goodbyes now don't say sorry. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:12048 2005-03-14T02:40:08Z 2005-03-14T02:40:08Z I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl<br />Who's still around the morning after<br />We broke up a month ago and i grew up i didn't know<br />I'd be around the morning after<br />It's always been wait and see<br />A happy day and then you pay<br />And feel like shit the morning after<br />But now i feel changed around and instead falling down<br />I'm standing up the morning after<br />Situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later<br />And i could be another fool or an exception to the rule<br />You tell me the morning after<br />Crooked spin can't come to rest<br />I'm damaged bad at best<br />She'll decide what she wants<br />I'll probably be the last to know<br />No one says until it shows and you see how it is<br />They want you or they don't<br />Say yes<br />I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl<br />Who's still around the morning after urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:11848 2005-03-03T21:07:23Z 2005-03-03T21:07:23Z everyone come to friday's show at skrappys.<br />versus the mirror<br />brown eyed deception<br />american black lung<br />sleeping through sirens<br /><br /><br />we play at 7 i think, so come early. its 5 bucks. <br /><br />then on saturday we have another show at pima cc north west campus.<br />it starts at 4 but we dont play until 10:30 with a whole bunch of bands. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:11619 2005-02-14T23:13:59Z 2005-02-17T08:47:38Z armor for sleep - car underwater fuck you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:11513 2005-02-06T09:54:55Z 2005-02-06T09:54:55Z its funny because you hate me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:11068 2005-01-30T23:20:48Z 2005-01-31T05:55:22Z we have a show this saturday (the 5th) with the american black lung (cambrige).<br />its at the living room on 4th ave.<br />its free.<br />you should come.<br />starts at 7:30.<br /><br /><br />singing for abortion really creeps me out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:10711 2005-01-10T22:37:19Z 2005-01-10T22:41:13Z owen - skin and bones skin and bones and blood and teeth.<br />this is essentially who we are.<br />hair and clothes and the company we keep.<br />well this is regrettably who we are to others.<br />we've all the same social routines.<br /><br />the tall good-looking boy at the bar won't have to stumble too far to find someone.<br />a new bird every night and he's still not satisfied.<br /><br />we're thin skin, thick skulls and awkward limbs.<br />each one unique by fractions of an inch.<br />we're all ashamed of our vanity.<br />(as we should be because the devils in the details.)<br /><br />we've all the same social constraints and emotional cravings.<br />you and me and him and her and the prettiest girl at the party.<br />she pities those girls who arn't so pretty, but dress nice.<br />she'll go home alone by choice,or choose one of the boys to lay down with,<br />if she's lonely. or horny. or human. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:10267 2005-01-03T00:56:55Z 2005-01-03T00:56:55Z hi.<br /><br />i turn 20 tomorrow.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />you guys should see my band sometime, we rule. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:10172 2004-12-14T22:43:53Z 2004-12-14T22:43:53Z if you ever see her, lying hurt, dont just stare.<br />please, get up, get up, get up, get up and help her.<br />and then check her pulse and give her air.<br />and then listen and breathing, and keep checkin and checkin and checkin her heart<br />dont drive away.<br />dont leave her this way.<br />dont drive away, again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:9968 2004-10-25T21:42:35Z 2004-10-25T21:43:28Z <center><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1003/imfitforbattle/wreck002.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1003/imfitforbattle/wreck004.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1003/imfitforbattle/wreck003.jpg"><br /></center><br /><br />someone come pimp my ride? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:9646 2004-10-23T08:09:26Z 2004-10-23T08:09:26Z yeah so, funny story.. i almost died tonight.<br /><br />if anyone was at oracle/orange grove at like 8 tonight, you know what im talkin about.<br /><br />i better get a good car out of this. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:9466 2004-10-21T08:36:21Z 2004-10-21T08:36:21Z ugh, so anyone know where my cds are?<br /><br /><br />ill give you love if you do.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />man love.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />hot sweaty man love.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ps; stealing cds is lame. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:123die:9010 2004-10-13T06:51:59Z 2004-10-13T06:51:59Z i feel so good about life right now.<br />i am running a lot, 3 miles tonight infact.<br />my band is going good.<br />i have an interview tomorrow.<br />i scored a 22 out of 25 on my last test.<br />i have branched out in my group of friends.<br />people seem to enjoy being around me.<br /><br />if only things could continue in this direction, i would be a happy man for life.